Reasons Why I Shouldn't Get Married

• i do not like people touching my stuff!! ayen astekhef etha a7ad jas aghrathi .. i like my things around me and i like them a certain way.. messy or neat.. whats that book doing on the middle of my floor? KAIFI I LIKE IT THERE SH3ALAIKUM!
  

• i dont share.
  

• im scared shitless of intimacy.. oo mo zain a6eee7 eb wa7ed romancey! YA DAHWETE! etseer emseeba .. ya3ni mayseer yeg3ad egooli shkether uhwa e7ebni ALLLL DAYYY LONGGG.. it gets old.. it gets BORING.. abi ACTION! abeeeeeh ya6mer men 6ayara bes 3ashan yathbetli 7uba! .. yeg3ad yetghazal feeeni oo yamsek eeeedi and look into my eyes under the moonlight?? GHAL6AAAAAAAAN! ela baz3al o ba7ameg o ared bait ubooy 3ala 6ool.. shyabi?? if i wanted romance i would have married romeo!! .. (em3aqeda? adre)

• Planning a wedding is such a hassle! .. ya3ni all these months of planning oo kelman yestanes wana ga3da eb mokani chene sanam?!!?! ana baghayer hal tradition.. bakhali el 3ers kela ana arges feeh wenas teg3ad et6ale3ni :P
  

• i love my space. let me rephrase that.. i NEEED my space. He can't step into my territory .. i hate husbands that are clingy and neeedy. ya3ni shtabi?! ROO7 EDOWANEYA!!! betred el 2 el fayeR? ana rathya :D ..
  

• He can't be too jelous and possessive. its a major turnoff.. we're equals in marriage.. oo 7elo ena 3elaqatna etkoon based 3al tafahom.. byeg3ad e7e6 reeel 3ala reeel oo yet2amar oo esawe roo7a se sayed wag3ad aghaneela "ya se sayed ya se sayedddddddd" ?

• I dont think theres a man out there that can afford me :P.. or if he can.. befaless meni hehe.. la la jk mo lehal daraja :P
  

• Ana. maynoona. I sky dive.. i bunjee jump.. o go for a swim in the heart of winter.. im sort of a spurr of the moment person.. i can never be the traditional-living-in-my-husbands-shadow kind of wife..
  

• Ma7eb ele e7enoon. a7gerhum.. wallah men siji.. ele e7en 3alay .. aseeer BAAAAAAAAAAAARDAAAA.. wa7ger..
  

• Ma atkhayal nafsi metzawja.. wa7ed aghratha yam aghrathi.. 306oorata yam 3o6oorati..? no no.. thats EXACTLY why im gonna have my own walk in closet where he cant get his man hands on my beautiful Louboutin's and Jimmy Choo's ..
  

• i'm stubborn and proud as hell.. 3aneeda..
  

• 3ala golat Samantha Jones "i love you but i love myself more"
  

Reason Why I Should Get Married:

• A husband makes a good accessory :P
  

Life Taught Me..

• That everyone gets shot down and needs to stand back up.

• That life is not fair. But u have to get up .. live with it and deal with it ...

• That when you feel that the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you have to stand up and fight it all.

• That no matter how big and powerful a person may think he his, feeh ele akbar menna.

• That what goes around comes around and to believe in Karma.
  

• That allah ya36ee kel ensan 3ala gad neyetta

• That I have to put a smile on my face and think positive things no matter how hard things may get and laugh them off.
  

• That people will shock, hurt and backstab you. But you have to keep them in the past and forget about them, theres a reason they didnt make it to your future.
  

• That allah maythaye3 ta3ab a7ad.
  

• That nothing worth having comes easy. You have to work hard for what you want.
  

That loving someone is like giving them the power to break you.

i vote NOT TO VOTE!

• about my last post.. i sound like a bitter divorcee dont i ? :P .. well im over that now.. bes shakhs thalamni eb shaghla.. o bele may7aftha.. bes.. ghassla eeedi ana

• WAIIII3 ENTEKHABAT!!!! .. el jam3a.. ZA7MA!!!!!! laish chethe lazem asfe6 eb3eeed wamshiiiiii malyoun sa3a just to get to classs.. 7asha jehad mo jam3a!

• guess who won el ete7ad for the MILLIONTH time in a row? YUP! you know it, mako ghairhum. 3elmeya.. ma7ad emkhali el jam3aa zeft o kharbana ghairhum. Sarluhum 30 senna wel jam3a nafs-ha ma teghayerat.. la ta6aworat.. la enjazat.. laaaaa ay ba6eeekh azrag.. ana ba3aref shloon esawtoonlohom? ya3ni khabeen 3omorhum dayneeeen o moslemeeeen.. bes mashoofhum esa3doon sefooor.. kelaaaa ele men rabe3hum
  

• APPARENTLY islamiya and itlafeya are two COMPLETLEY different things. itlafeya a.k.a "3elmeya" are for senna.. and islamiya is for shee3a.. yup. ya3ni ana 3abali gabel nafs eshay.. tefaja2t youm darait.. ham eb hathee fe tafreqa? and they expect me to vote?!

out of sight.. out of mind and LOOOONG forgotten!!

A lot of you might be wondering about my sudden bitterness on my last post.. And for everyone that was concerned, I would like to thank you.

I would like to clarify that I have never hated anyone before. But lama el wa7ed yenthelem.. O yenqeher.. Qasben 3alaih..

I read once somewhere that "he who angers you, conquers you.." And I decided I'm letting go of that anger. I've been upset over this for a very long time now. 7arga dami o a3sabi talfana sh7aga?? :p shala 7adni.. Ana agool bage6a kela ba7aaar oo 6aAAAAAAF..7sab-hum 3nd rab-hum..


I'll elaborate later.. When I have a chance to

Ashoof Feek Youm

7asbi allah w n3m el wakeel feek. 3asak ma tewafag la eb denyetek wala akhra yarab.. 7asbi allah 3alaik.

After a long day of classes.. i find THIS on my car!

e7lef?! EB THEMETEK!? "sorry etha athaitech aw thayagtech?!" .. LA WALLAH ABAD! ma7shooom! .. thayagtni? ELA LAWA3T CHABDI!! ya weld el 7alal la7egni men mukan laih mukan 7ataaa laihh mesafe6 el jam3a khalaitni shobha jedam khelg allah.. shakhabtni.. kent bangeleb besayara welsebba enta!!! wetgooli "PLEASE CALL".. 3ama b3ain ebleeesek enshalah!!!

Don't Give Me Excuses.

Don't you hate it when someone gives you excuses for the way they are? When a good girl has gone bad? When she does things that are shocking and unforgivable? Then gives you some bullshit excuse on how hard and messed up her life wasThat she lost her way and its because of everything that happened to her.

This is what i have to say to you.

NO ONE got the drinks and the drugs and shoved it in your face and told you qasben 3alaich takhtheena! You did that WILLINGLY. Entay the3tay we7na kelena yamech. We were all there for you. We warned you and tried to stop you many MANY times. As my duty as a friend, ma tekhalait 3anech. But i also have to think about myself. Law sem3etech mo hametech, tara ana sem3ete et-hemni. But you cant help someone that doesn't want your help. You hurt yourself and hurt us all along with you. You destroyed yourself. You drifted away. Entay ele rafajtay nas zbala and screwed us all over. O yayatna 3ugub kel hatha asking for our forgiveness and wanting everything to go back the way they were? Naaah aah. Sorry. Ana wa7da metrabya o ma aqbal ene amashi nas teshrab wetbarbes o allah ye3lam what else you do. Allah yaster 3alaikum enshalah.

Telling me how messed up and hard your life was does not justify what you did. Kelena 3ndenna hmoom edenya. We might stray a little bit bes we snap back and come back to our senses. Don't you dare say that we didnt try to stop you. Yama yaitlech o TARAJAITECH tatrekeen hal kharabee6. Yama kent agoolech entay bent nas. You have brothers and a family. 3aib ele ga3da etsaweena. Entay ma terabaitay 3ala chethe. Bes Entay ma3danech zbala. Entay kentay tabeen chethe. Entay 7ABA chethe. Ma bel yad 7eela. We7na kelena enkheda3na feech. mako shay bedenya yegdar yebarer ele ga3da etsaweena!

You tell me you've had it hard and demand my sympathy? NO FREAKIN WAY! I've had it hard too. My life wasn't as easy as everyone sees. Just because i have a smile plastered on my face all the time doesn't mean my life is perfect. Try growing up with barely a mother there. Try having a screwed up childhood. Try holding a dead cold corpse in your arms for 2 hours because no one else could do it but you. TRY SOME OF THAT THEN TELL ME YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN HARD. I pity you. And you will never get my sympathy. You do not deserve it.

Sunshine & Caffeine

Now that i had my dose of sunshine.. tanning ..beach.. poool.. and friends.. MAZAAAAJEE TA3ADAL YA NAS!!! bes khalas 7abaaait el 3eeeeed ;p .. you'd be suprised what a little dose of sunshine will do to you! ..

men awal ma wesalt el shalaih wana mayooohi ma farajj jesmi ! :P .. 24 sa3a labsetta.. ya rabiiii walaht 3al ba77aaaaaaar wel poooooooool wel shalaiiiih.. men awal ma wesalttt chan seeeeda a6ebbbb el ba7ar .. b3dain el poool.. b3dain el ba7ar AGAIN..cheni mo shayfa khair.. SHAHAR KAMEL MO 6ABA SHAHAR!! chan enteyama3 kelena o nel3an le3ba esemha BULLSHIT .. o 3ogobha la3abna le3ba thanya esemha ASSHOLE.. walah men siji .. asameehum chethe.. sowalef Aunty A ;p .. b3dain 6ab3an re7t starbucks akheth my dose of caffiene.. dashait chene dashaa dewaneya.. amshe wasalem ;p .. "ooh hallaaa wallah" .. "ahlaaaaaaain" .. "3eeeeedkum embarak!!"

o youm radait .. ela sar belail.. wala amur yam el poool.. ya rabi chena el poool emshawegniiii .. chan 3ala 6ool afsakh my shorts.. t-shirt and flipflops WA6UB! .. shway wala rab3ee yayeeenli .. fa qararna enbase6 3al ba7ar .. wenyeeb laptopatna.. wel 7ab.. wensoolef ta7at el njooom fel hawaa2 el 6alq.. 6ab3ann laptopatna tenage3aw bel trab.. o eglebat the7ek o maskhara ..

we ended our night with a a late LOOOONG walk at the beach.. my day was PERFECT ;*

enshalah ana 7adra now.. batlabas wakshakh le'ana ma3zoooma..

how did your 3eeed go ?

p.s. thank u everyone for ur comments on the previous post .. ayamkum sa3eeeda :)