Sunday, November 21, 2010
CORRUPTION
Min mita 9ar 3ade entekalam 3an rishawe in a meeting filled with almost 80 people?
The biggest shocker of them all is that as I looked around the room, not one person was shocked. NOT ONE!
Okay let me rewind a bit and explain.
I used to volunteer at a well known organization. VOLUNTEER being a key word.
I was excited. I thought I was doing something GREAT for my country. Doing some SELFLESS deeds. Actually achieving something. At that point, I knew what I wanted out of my life. I knew THIS is what I wanted.
As I got deeper into it, they started taking me seriously. Giving me more work. Trusting me with important matters. O ya lait-hom they didn't. I started discovering a lot of things that could get A LOT of people into A LOT of trouble. They did all these things so openly. They did all these horrible things without a care in the world. La 7aseeb wala raqeeb. Wele e7er zyada ena el 7okooma da3mat-hom financially.
So what is a person like me to do? A 22 year old student. Nothing. Not yet any way. I didn't want to be a part of it anymore. What was I getting myself into?
So when I announced I was leaving, they tried to buy me off. What a shocker.
I'm no quitter but how can I possibly do something about this when this organization is being backed up by the government?
Help?
Saturday, August 28, 2010
انا لله وانا اليه راجعون
اللـهـم عاملها بما انت اهلها ولا تعاملها بما. هو اهلها .
اللـهـم اجزها عن الاحسان إحسانا وعن الأساءة عفواً وغفراناً.
اللـهـم إن كانت محسنة فزدها من حسناتها , وإن كانت مسيئة فتجاوز عن سيئاتها .
اللـهـم ادخلها الجنة من غير مناقشة حساب ولا سابقة عذاب .
اللـهـم اّنسها في وحدتها وفي وحشتها وفي غربتها.
اللـهـم انزلها منزلاً مباركا وانت خير المنزلين .
اللـهـم انزلها منازل الصديقين والشهداء والصالحين وحسن اولئك رفيقا .
اللـهـم اجعل قبرها روضة من رياض الجنة ,ولا تجعله حفرة من حفر النار .
اللـهـم افسح لها في قبرها مد بصرها وافرش قبرها من فراش الجنة .
اللـهـم اعذها من عذاب القبر ,وجاف ِالارض عن جنبيها .
اللـهـم املأ قبرها بالرضا والنور والفسحة والسرور.
اللـهـم إنها فى ذمتك وحبل جوارك فقها فتنة الفبر وعذاب النار , وانت أهل الوفاء والحق فاغفر لها وارحمها انك انت الغفور الرحيم
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Paws VS Palms
do they REALLY think they are going to make a difference? Fighting for animal rights HERE in Kuwait? Ya 3ami gi3daw bas. We barely have Human rights o yaboona we fight for the animals. Khanakheth-hum e7na awal. E7na awla :P .. Let US human beings get them o tali enfaker eb hal animals. Laish ma sawaw "PALMS and Humans Shelter"?
La7ad yefhamni ghala6. I love animals but im just stating the obvious.
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
Allahoma Eshfi Nejoud Boodai

لا إله الا الله رب السماوات السبع و رب العرش العظيم ..
له الملك .. و له الحمد و هو على كل شيء قدير ..
الحمد لله الذي لا إله إلا هو .. و هو للحمد أهل .. و هو على كل شيء قدير ..
و سبحان الله .. و لا إله إلا الله .. و الله أكبر .. و لا حول و لا قوة إلا بالله ..
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Nas ma3ndaha la thema wala thmeeer!!!
Mako galb! Mako ra7ma!!!!!
Adree ene dasha eb quwaa.. and its been a while.. bas let me tell u what happened today and you be the judge of that ,,
Kena eb yam3a today.. khalasna ghada.. oo we were having tea.. manshoof ela bara eldereesha a woman maska 3a9aya and is beating up a maid with it!!! Oo ga6at aaghrath-ha bel sekka o dashat !!! chan 3ami edakhel el maid dakhel 3andena bel serdab..
Latshofoon ele ana shefta L .. she was literally bleeding everywhere! She was cradling her arm.. her arm was swollen.. it looked broken.. BOTH her eyes were blue and black all over and swollen.. poor thing couldn’t even open her eyes men kether ma they are swollen.. and her jaw was swollen too.. She wouldn’t stop crying! She couldn’t even open her mouth to drink water..
What shocked me isn’t that this poor thing was BRUTALLY beaten! What shocked me was that some people were actually asking “Shsawat?! Akeed emsawya shay!”
LO SHEMSAWYA !!!!! LO SHEMSAWYA MA TEN6AG chethe !!!!!!! Law mahma 9ar..
Sawat shay ghala6?! Safreeeha! Wadeeha el embassy!! Wadeeeha el makhfar!! Laken et6eghaaa chethe?
She was hysterical when she saw a woman in a 3abaya because she thought it was m3azbat-ha! She wanted to run away..
3ami called el maktab.. o 9awar el be6aqa el madaneya malat ele yaya takheth-ha.. oo khalaha takteb ta3ahod ena betwadeeha el hospital and after that el embassy..
I am beyond sad. Where has their basic human rights gone? Just because their visa is on you DOES NOT give you any permission to control every aspect of their lives. They are NOT slaves! They are working for a living. 7alhom men 7alkom! Except that they were born under unfortunate conditions where they HAD to work as servants.
Ba6een chabdi. I wanted so bad to walk up to their door, ring the bell and give her a piece of my mind! 3ami kan na6erhom bara.. egool chan zain ye6le3oon..
How can someone be so cruel?! Using a human being as their own punching bag!
It was heart breaking.
7asbi allah 3alaihum.. Nas ma3ndaha la thimma wala themeer!! wele ba6 chabde ena they WILL get away with it. they always do. its very sad.
I took a picture of her as evidence from all angles. I am going to send it to the embassy to help them with her case. I refuse to believe that these ANIMALS are going to get away with it. And I am going to follow up on her story to make sure they don’t.
P.s. I would put up a picture of her to show u the brutality she was put through but I cannot violate her privacy like that.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
We're Not Hopless Romantics.. We're Hopeless at BEING Romantic!
(FYI.. he is too.. and im not an engineer yet.. im an engineer-to-be) ..
we are programmed to think practically.. to be realistic about things.. to look at whatever we are dealing with from every angle.. and of there is a problem.. we come up with different approaches to fix it.. we like things done quickly.. without any laff o dawaran.. fast and effective.. no drama no bullshit.. just straight to the point..
we are problem solvers.. not romantics.. we deal with numbers, not words.. by the time we graduate we are emotionally crippled!!
i hate the IDEA of holding hands.. or kissing under the moonlight.. or looking deeply into someone's eyes... lama ashoof hal ashya2 in movies.. all i think is YUCK! .. seriously .. GROSS! .. its so tacky..
i think i was a man in my past life.. *sigh*
i'm blaming it on engineering for this and not my intimacy issues ;p .. so that's that!
o salamatkum!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Carrie Brad-shit!
o lama ashoof all the magazines.. ena shloon MENTHAHLEEN eb her, and i quote, "sense of style".. an9edem ezyada.. MEN 9IJ-HUM?!!? apart from the occasional nice dress.. SHE'S A FASHION DISASTER! .. okay sij ena if u take each article of clothing broo7.. its nice.. bas when she puts it all together.. YUCK! .. her stylish should definitley be SHOT! ..
oo e7erooni ele golon 3anha 7elwa.. i literally SCREAM! ma shafat el 7alla wala shamat reeee7ta! ..
okay sij ena SA3AT.. talbes ashya3 7elwa.. SOMETIMES.. bas yarabi hailegeya..
here are some of her outfits that i DESPISED!



i wont even put up the rest .. they're too hideous to look at..
the question is.. Does anyone see her the way i do??
Girls.. encha3maw dont even tell me that she can "pull it off"
Guys.. id REALLY like to know ur view on this
and regarding my last post.. apparently ana mash-hoora o mo wayed anonymous ;p
i got a Bbm from a good friend.. and i love you too S ;*
i got 2 facebook msgs..
An sms..
A friend walked up to me at a ghabga and told me ena she knew it was me right from the get go..
the rest were wussies and didnt have the balls to tell me ;p .. COWARDS!
o salamatkum ;*
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Not So Anonymous
bain el the7ek welsowalef wil pigging out.. a mutual friend came up to me and said she wanted to tell me something.. ana baini o bainkum ekhtara3t.. laish ma 2adre? shakait eb 3omre 9ara7a.. te9arwa3t.. gelt haww sh7afana shemsawyaaaa? u just met the girl a few days ago..
bas ashwa.. FALSE ALARM.. she just wanted to tell me ena she knows im Sh7afana..*sigh*.. at first i was shocked.. i know ene shwaya skhala and i tend to ASHKARA abayen ena its me eb kalemati o my expressions.. le'ana all my close friends ele garaw my blog knew who i was in an instant..
bas how could she have known? she's met me a few days ago.. when i asked her if someone told her.. galatli LA2.. ena she figured it out wena nafs esloobi o kalami.. ba3dain she asked if i was bothered that she knows?
the weird thing is.. im not bothered.. AT ALL.. jad jad.. mo hamni kelesh .. ya3ni should i be? should i be freaking out that people know who i am? is it going to affect what i post? not at all my friends..
kelesh mo hamni what people think or MIGHT think of me.. i really TRULY dont care when people figure out who i am.. and im thinking SHOULD I CARE? i dont think i was ever anonymous to start with..
and if u know who i am.. msg me on either twitter or facebook.. or email me or drop a comment .. bas abe a3rf how many ppl out there know who i am
And it was a pleasure meeting u F ;*
Monday, August 24, 2009
I want one just like her!
- My three year old niece walks into my room em3asba holding her broken bratz doll o etgooli "WHO DOED THIS??!!" .. Translation: "Who did this?" .. LOL matshaweg?
- in the spirit of ramadhan.. ga3deen en7afeth-ha el qur2an.. so far 7aftha el 7amd..
so ga3da etsame3ha to me and my dad.. wala kelman eye yeg3ad .. estanesat 3al wath3 shafat 3ndaha jomhoor.. and right in the middle of the aya.. she strats singing "WARKAB EL 7AN6OOOOOOOOOOOR TARARARARA WAT7AN6AR!" .. estghfrlah bas it was the funniest thing .. gheshait men ethe7ek..
- She's 3 and she already has a boyfriend.. o she carried a picture of him that she carries around with her all the time.. o ay a7ad eroo7laha etgoola "SEE MY BOYFRIEND SEEE SEEE SEEE!!"
- ana khobre children hate it when people get them clothes as a gift.. i have NEVER seen a 3 year old unbelievably happy and excited when u get her clothes!..
- She's always infront of the mirror checking out her hair.. her nailpolish has to match what she's wearing.. and she's obssessed with shoes.. SERIOUSLY! .. when i see a little grl kicking and screaming in a mall.. she probably wants an ice-cream cone.. or a toy.. but OH NO.. mo bnayatna.. she's screaming and crying tabi the red shiny shoes..
- Habat-ha el yedeeda is ina she sings EVERYTHING she does.. ta2theer highschool musical.. when she's brushing her hair.. etghani "im brushing my haiiir brushing my haiiiir brushing my haiir.. tarararara" .. when she's eating.. she'll sing "im eating my foood eating my foood tarararara".. and it goes on!..
- Badleyat-ha mo sij .. she just cracks me up
Monday, August 17, 2009
Ya Wailhum Men Allah !!
seeing it on the news broke my heart.. sij el 7elw ma yekmalsh.. nas ray7a el 3ers tefra7.. o akhrat-ha 44 dead and 80 casualties.. la 7awl wala qowata ela belah..
but do u know what sickens me? el 7adeth ma sarla basand ppl are already making jokes about it !! and what sickens me even MORE ena ppl are actually laughing! SHETHA7EK YA NAS !!! would it be funny law kan a7ad men ahalhum?! would it be funny law it were one of their sisters or cousins o mother ?! laaa wele e7er they broadcast it on bbm o chenna el 3eed.. how INSENSITIVE! YA WAILHUM MEN ALLAH! ..
it upset me alot.. so many families lost either a friend or a sister or a mother or a cousin.. so many families lost so much.. oo ashkal ele maykhafoon rabhum ga3deen they make jokes out of the whole situation? how could they? SHLON?! how can they be so insensitive..
magool ela khaffaw rabkum.. sij im shocked. ya3ni madre shagool akthar men chethe.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Time Heals All 6ragat.
but there was one person that stood by me and helped me through it all. She gave me just what i needed, even though zafatni at me a few times and told me to pull it together ;p .. If it wasnt for her then i dont know how i could have gone through it.
It all happened at once and it came to a point where it was too much to handle. I never thanked her for it le'ana mo modailna.. she's like Christina .. and im more like Izzy
we've been friends since we were 11.. she's never judged me for anything i've ever said or done.. she's always been the shoulder i can lean on.. o adre ena ban6ag 3ala hal kalam le'ana she hates it when ppl are emotional or get gooey on her. bas 7abait ena i make it clear to her that i appreciate all that she's done for me. and i want to thank her for it. o i just hope that one day i can be half the friend she was to me.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Off the Market!

Due to Um Mit3ib's not-so-subtle comment.. i feel obliged to tell u the news ive refrained from telling you guys which is the sole reason why ive disappeared for a while o gha6aiit fatra. well..
forget all the bullshit stories and the comments ppl tell u abt the "worst" thing abt being engaged. its AWESOME!
and it keeps on getting better and better! wallah sij!
sheno sho3oori? el wath3 bethab6 chena boyfriend 7alal :P
bas one tiny teeensy little thing pissed me off after we announced it.. SOME PEOPLES REACTIONS!
- people ive never even had a decent conversation with suddenly became my best friends.
- people that ACTUALLY ARE my friends started avoiding me or talking to me altogether.
- when people i was never close to yez3loon o y7mgoon laish i havent told them sooner
- my friends have a god given right to ask about all the deets about him.. and to demand to see a picture of him if they haven't met him already. what i dont get is why ppl i BARELY know keep on asking me if i have a picture of him.
- AND HERES THE BIG ONE: kentay etkalmeeena wala khe6bat ahal? BALAGHAT SHAFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!! legafffa! wai3 wai3!
wal7een this is a question for the girls..
7ag el debla.. akheth the old fashioned debla? eele etseer wide oo 3ala diamonds o ashya2.. ORRRR ele et9eer two rings together... wa7da a band kelha diamonds o the other ring etseer solitaira..
so what do u think?
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Qarart!

qarart ene bas atkharaj men handassa.. waseer mohandessa.. oo e7e6oon hal meeem niq6a gabel esmi.. BA9EER MAGHROORA! bamooog 3alaihum o bashoof 3omre.. im gonna be stuck up and no one is gonna say anything about it because i EARNED the right to be stuck up!
5 SNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN KARAAAAAAAAAAAAAF !!! 5 SNEEEEN KADEENA KAD EL YAHAD! ..
- no social life whatsoever
- we are sleep deprived.. we live on either redbull or coffee.. we even have cereal with double shot of espresso..
- we dont know anything about anything except what we're studying because we have NO TIME to learn or know about ANYTHING ELSE!
- i cant even remember akher mara re7t cinema
- neg3ad bel jam3a aw library akthar men byootna!
- our idea of a good weekend is sleeping in till toon..
- we work well under stress because WE'RE STRESSED OUT 24/7!
i just went into engineering to spite my physics teacher back in highschool.. he said i should join "beauty school" because it suited me more and i wont be good for anything else and that i was too pretty to join engineering and med school because pretty girls are only good to look at .. i guess i showed him when i got a MERIT SCHOLARSHIP to do medicine .. and qoboool FAWREE in engineering.. asshole..! the first thing im gonna do is get my shahada and RUB IT IN HIS FACE! .. then make him eat HIS shahada because all he is is a TEACHER..
i hate him.. i hate him..
fa bas.. hathaaa qarari wekhteyari
ba9eer maghroora enshalahh.. =D
and ill get an aston martin to match my new attitude
Sunday, July 5, 2009
KATKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !!
after two days in s3oodeya.. ra7 7amoood (el 3 year old boy) 7ag oma .. ooo he was dribbling the ball wegolaha "mama mama.. shooofay asawe el korraa KETHA KETHA KETHAAAA" we6eg el kora.. el om tane7at.. etgoool sarla youmain bes belso3oodeya o yar6en so3oodi?? .. elmohem .. galatla "mama sheno KETHA KETHA?"
wala ered 3alaiha wegoolaha
"ketha ketha ya3ni chethi chethe in arabic!"
LOL mo katkoooot?!?! 7asssssaitniii bagoom afaqe99 ekhdoooooooooooooooooooda
Monday, June 22, 2009
a3OOOTHO BELLAH !
Monday, May 11, 2009
RAPISTS! ( and btw im back ;p)
- Update: tawne ashoof el comments.. o mala da3e a7ad e3a9eb o yez3al.. MY blog is MY space.. akteb ele abeeeh feeh o ma7ad lah dakhal.. wele mo 3ajba LA YEGRA.. its as simple as that.. oo 3ala kalam "Toofa" .. the story was told to me by Soossa HERSELF.. oo law la7athtay.. most of the story was when u WERENT THERE.. the part where e7kerooha.. entay makentay mawjooda assassan.. and i am not apologizing for ANYTHING i write.. if u dont like it.. DONT READ.
- o salamatkum ;p
- Helllooo kelman ;* .. ive been away for a while le'ana ive had a lot to take care of the last couple of months.. elmohem.. 3nde lukum salfa that happened to one of my closest friends.. salfa ra7 ta9demkum oo etkhaleekum et3a9boon methel ma ana 3a9abt.. oo tara bagooool alfath batheee2a shway 3ashan tet9awerooon mada khe6oorat el wath3.. fa ele khayef la akhdesh 7aya2a la yegra hal post..
Friday, February 27, 2009
Prediction #1

Habiti el yedeeda ene a9eer psychic oo i make random predictions after putting some deep thought and consideration into it:
- O'bama ra7 yeghtaloona (akhaf agoool el kelma bel english b3dain etelooni el CIA 3abalhum erhabeya).. oo they are gonna blame us Arabs!.. oo goolawwwww Sh7afana ma galat.. a36eekum ele taboona etha ma ga6ooha 3alaina e7na el 3arab.. Kho ayshay ghala6 eseer bel denya they blame it on the middle east.. ma chenna ako erhabeyeen ghairna!..
Thursday, February 19, 2009
I Want A Guy..
UPDATE:3ogob ma um mit3ib o om tantoo7 ethghe6oooni about my "unrealistic expectations".. i have narrowed my conditions to one and i will NOT settle for less than that no matter what u say im sorry..
my condition is......
- He has to be straight
- I want a guy men kether ma ana wathqa feeeh o men kether ma ana tarsa 3aina, law etyeeeni malekat jamal el 3alam.. the beauty queen of ALL beauty queens wetgooli i am going to seduce your husband.. babtesemlaha .. wagoolaha eb kel theqa wana met6amna go ahead..i'd love to see you try =)..
- I want a guy to appreciate me.. to never take me for granted.
- I want a guy to treat me, not as a princess, but as his QUEEN.
- I want a guy to love me unconditionally no matter how many mistakes i do.
- I want a guy to stand up for me.. to FIGHT for me.. but still respect my independence.
- I want a guy to e7ebni .. we7afeth 3alay.. we9ooni .. we7e6ni be3yoona..
- I want a guy that is kind.. and loyal.. and honest.. and ekhaf raba..
- I want a guy to be willing to go to the end of the world for me if he thinks that would make me happy
That is how my father treated my mother. That is how my grandfather treated my grandmother. I would rather not marry and stay single forever than settle for anything less than that.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
OH MY VIRGIN EYES! :(
ohhhh my virgin eyes :'( ..
im genuinley upset!.. ive always thought that the first tinkie id ever see would be my HUSBANDS! .. not a dirty stinky HOBO's on the streeet! .. i feel dirty.. not to mention SCARRED FOR LIFE! my innocence has been compromised :(
ewww ewww ewww ewwwwwww EWWWWWWWWWWWW! .. allaaaaaah egharbel ebleeeeeesa enshalah!!! ..
p.s. im not back yet.. still vacationing ..

