Saturday, October 4, 2008

Don't Give Me Excuses.

Don't you hate it when someone gives you excuses for the way they are? When a good girl has gone bad? When she does things that are shocking and unforgivable? Then gives you some bullshit excuse on how hard and messed up her life wasThat she lost her way and its because of everything that happened to her.

This is what i have to say to you.

NO ONE got the drinks and the drugs and shoved it in your face and told you qasben 3alaich takhtheena! You did that WILLINGLY. Entay the3tay we7na kelena yamech. We were all there for you. We warned you and tried to stop you many MANY times. As my duty as a friend, ma tekhalait 3anech. But i also have to think about myself. Law sem3etech mo hametech, tara ana sem3ete et-hemni. But you cant help someone that doesn't want your help. You hurt yourself and hurt us all along with you. You destroyed yourself. You drifted away. Entay ele rafajtay nas zbala and screwed us all over. O yayatna 3ugub kel hatha asking for our forgiveness and wanting everything to go back the way they were? Naaah aah. Sorry. Ana wa7da metrabya o ma aqbal ene amashi nas teshrab wetbarbes o allah ye3lam what else you do. Allah yaster 3alaikum enshalah.

Telling me how messed up and hard your life was does not justify what you did. Kelena 3ndenna hmoom edenya. We might stray a little bit bes we snap back and come back to our senses. Don't you dare say that we didnt try to stop you. Yama yaitlech o TARAJAITECH tatrekeen hal kharabee6. Yama kent agoolech entay bent nas. You have brothers and a family. 3aib ele ga3da etsaweena. Entay ma terabaitay 3ala chethe. Bes Entay ma3danech zbala. Entay kentay tabeen chethe. Entay 7ABA chethe. Ma bel yad 7eela. We7na kelena enkheda3na feech. mako shay bedenya yegdar yebarer ele ga3da etsaweena!

You tell me you've had it hard and demand my sympathy? NO FREAKIN WAY! I've had it hard too. My life wasn't as easy as everyone sees. Just because i have a smile plastered on my face all the time doesn't mean my life is perfect. Try growing up with barely a mother there. Try having a screwed up childhood. Try holding a dead cold corpse in your arms for 2 hours because no one else could do it but you. TRY SOME OF THAT THEN TELL ME YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN HARD. I pity you. And you will never get my sympathy. You do not deserve it.

18 comments:

Charmbracelet said...

I knoooooow its sooo true
I hate that..i mean shakoo drinking w doing everyguy in the planet have to do with ur messed up life..to me walla it doesnt make sense..
-N~

rencontrer Pauline said...

l7'6a entay ay w7da feehom? im lost andi dont wanna read again cuz i'll be more lost @@

Anonymous said...

its sad how ppl are growing up.. allah yaster 3alina.

Anonymous said...

strong emotions.. but you can never give up on someone..

Ms. D said...

waaaay baradty chabdy!!! akrah ely chethy! no3 elly LIFE IS JUST TO HARD!! BULL!!!

al7en life is hard elwa7ed ydawer rabba 3ashan ekon yama bil umor elsa3ba o ehawen 3leh.. mo khambuga o hambuga!

Smart-y said...

allah y3eenha oo yaster 3leeha too!
tra it is sad shlon fe nas yesawon eb nafs'houm cthe!

9ej, kel wa7d fenna 6areqt'a fe a5th al 2umor elli ymer feha.. kel wa7d 3'air 3n el thani!!

oo tra etha eyha waqefat 5arabee6, oo 9j mn qalb raj3a lekoum, redaii 3leeha.. mu methel gabl okay! bs at least 5aleech yamha for now, 3la ma ehya trid 7yat'ha 6abe3ya.

oo etha ma tabiin, akeed ma tenlamin, ya3nii in both cases, entai sawaiti ellii 3leech!

Sh7afana said...

Charm
madre 3anha! el ekhet 3abalha amreekeya wana madre! ana aslan ENTHEHALT! enthowalt youm darait. kanat sadmat 7ayati

p-ella
haw sheno ay wa7da feehum? :P ana esan3a hehehe oo RAKZAY lama tegrain

zamahreer
aslan magemt a7tak eb banat yedad khalas.. ensedamt bema feeh el kefaya

jester
you'd be surprised. i gave up on her because i had to. because ana ele ta3abt o enqahart 3alaiha. she was a good girl.

Sh7afana said...

ms.d
bethab6! ana 7aratni .. 7AIL..
sa777 kalamech wallah

smarties
its very sad. and pathetic.
enta mo fahem smarties.. WAYED tharatni.. wayed mo shwaya.

rencontrer Pauline said...

LOoL gosh kent 3bali eno both are you:P

now I got it , u remind me of me, if a friend of mine did a huge mistake i'd rather leave her alone till ehya tabet and we'll see .. ana agoolch 5aleech eb mokanich o 7af'6ay 3la sam3tech 7ttaw law entay baree2a and walk with with monster enas efakroon 3nch mthl ha so a7san lch sawee elly kafeech o ensay salfa and u'll be in peace same as i do!

3anooda said...

i dont have anything against people who drink or sleep around. hatha shay bainhum oo bain rabhum. lakin kil shay laih 7dood. oo mako shay ismeh excuses. law il wa7da tuba tishrab itkoon 3al gad kilmat-ha witgool "ana ashraf oo hatha qarari" ma tgool "ana ashrab lani thay3a / '3a9b 3ani" thats bullshit. ma7ad masik 3ala rasich musadas.

ib nafs il wagt ili ysawi chee, il mafrooth ma yitwaqa3 il nas tirtha beeh. mithil ma ygooloon ti3rif il wa7id min a97abeh. oo kil wa7id yi5tar a97abeh 3ala kaifeh

inti sawy ili fi 5a6rich wili miqtan3a feeh. oo law ehya miqtan3a fili sawateh, hiya ba3ad bitkoon miqatn3a fi sabeel 7ayat-ha

Cooookies said...

i believe in second chances ..
just cuz a person screws up once doesnt mean u got to give up on that person ..
im not saying her excuzez yenfe3oonha, cuz they wont ..they never will asasan theyre only there because she cant face facts..
Still, u dont know maybe 9a7at lebnaya oo allah hadaha .. just cuz she went wrong marah.. it doesnt mean shes gonna b like that forever !

u could either help her up again n be there for her .. or walk away and leave her ib ur past .. it ur choice oo ma7ad beloomich whatsoever 3la which one u chose to go for ..

Charmbracelet said...

bs tara 9ij fee ppl they weren't raised good..didnt have family around..and thats a reason they do what they do..I dont blame them ib hal 7ala..cos its not thier fault..
Do u get what I mean?
-N~

Big Pearls said...

I agree with you

Sh7afana said...

p-ella
ana ma tekhalait 3anha.. i tried to stop her.. o asane3ha.. bes mako fayda.. am3danha chethe.. and i had to leave her.. le'ana lel2asaf hni el nas 3alaihum bel thaher.. what else was i supposed to do? ham waray ubo o ekhwan o 3yal 3am afaker feehum\

3anooda
but she was never like this.. thats whats killing me.. oo ana ghesalt eedi menha.. i have nothing against ppl who drink and o mayshesawoon.. as long as their not people involved in my life. those are my standards and im sticking to them..

cookies
i left her in my past because malait.. i tried helping her.. i tried... w rabi shahed ena i tried.. but u cant help someone that doesnt want ur help. i know everyone makes mistakes.. but mithel ma they make mistakes.. they have to deal with the consequences

charm
yeah.. fahma qasdech

big pearls
:)

rencontrer Pauline said...

yea i understand

3anooda said...

thats exactly the point - everyone has their own personal standards oo mako 7ad laih 7ag yig3id yinaqish-hum feeh. inti stand ur ground and do what ur heart AND mind tell u. dont go with just ur heart tara il galb ysawi balawi

Anonymous said...

True friend does not give up his friends, whatever happens!!

u`re just fake friend!!

that what i see!!

sorry..

maazna said...

la anonymous she's not a fake friend, she tried once o twice o alf o ley meta ?

sara7a i agree with u ena if she dont wanna change just leave her la2ana shway shway she'll effect u o shway shway etseren methelha bdon ma et7esen